I actually have to make it a point not to look at Changmin and just focus on Yunho (which is actually pretty fucking easy) because if my eyes slide over to Changmin, THE ILLUSION IS GONE AND I CRY.
I still have no idea what he’s doing. I will never understand what he’s doing. If he ever sees this, he will probably wonder why the fuck he even bothered to get on the stage that day.
It MIGHT explain why he gets goosebumps when asked to dance on variety shows…cos I certainly have goosebumps now AND I’M NOT EVEN LOOKING AT HIM I’M TYPING THIS BUT I CAN SEE HIM IN MY PERIPHERAL VISION AND UGH!
Oppa…I don’t wanna bring you down but can you please not do this again ;;